4:41 am thoughts

Too bad darling, truth is nobody fucking cares.

Except the demons that accompanies you at 4:41 am.

Doesn’t that scare you? At first I thought I was just too good at pretending but

later on I wasn’t able to perform my act well. My smile falters and the words just get stuck in my throat.

Like stones stuck and I can’t breathe.

what am i supposed to do?

what i did is that I put that fake smile back and every day I die a little inside.

Pretending is much easier than knowing that nobody fucking’s care about you.



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